Azrael-Swan

So.. Anyone who has watched the news or has some sort of picture what's happening in the world from other sources knows that there's trouble brewing. We all know it in some level, but how many of us actually understands it and maybe tries to do something about it? So many people in this earth think that it doesn't influence them, it's happening so far away or some other nonsense. It will influence everyone on some level. To some it may just be that their mail is late or that their internet connection is cut or that food costs more. However even small things influence. Now to the topic. What is the reason for all of the unrest? Some might arg

I really don't care. They talk, let them talk. It influences my life in a negative way, I confront them about it, and still they won't come and say it to my face. I do not understand - If they have a problem, why not come and get rid of the problem, say their opinions straigh to me, if that's such a chore then keep them to your selves. I so  loathe human kind. It makes me feel disappointment for the whole human race. I feel that there's no hope for eny of us. My belief in human intelligence and rationality is almost at it's end.

I actually can write - and do write. Maybe I should publish some of my stories (fanfiction mostly but I have few original ideas as well..) here as well. At the moment I'm large at fanfiction.net - It messes up the lines and most of the work to make the writing Look better and be easier to read. Can't draw to save my life. Actually I can draw it's not about that I can't, it's about that I don't have the patience to do it. I was maybe 15 when I draw my most wonderful piece ever. It was a hand - As simple as that, but I loved it. It took some time.. Maybe 6 hours or so. But because I did it at school it wasn't a problem. Maybe if someone gave m